A New Year!

A New Year!

Christmas Tree was taken down! Empty champagne bottles… Yes, it’s a new year! With new opportunities, challenges, and new blog posts! But before we look at 2018, let’s do a quick recap of 2017. It was a challenging year for me privately with many tough moments, but it wasn’t all bad. There were good moments too: GDC San Francisco, the release of our game Day of Infamy and my trip to Belgrade are definitely some of my highlights of 2017.

2017 was the year I started with therapy; maybe it would fit in my good moments, but it feels different. Perhaps more as a tough moment or not. For now, I place it for 50% in my good moments, and maybe one day it will be 100%.

Therapy really makes a difference and to be honest I don’t know if I would have made it through 2017 without it. I can write here how great therapy is! But on the other hand, it’s also very challenging, maybe even more than I ever could have imagined. Of course, I knew it wasn’t going to be a walk in the park, but the battle in my head is sometimes relentless… And I feel like “Okay that’s it! I’m done with therapy I just continue as is.

But then I realize… That’s what the dark side of my brain wants. Fortunately, my remarkable psychologist taught me EFT(Emotional Freedom Techniques), so I use that a lot during the difficult moments, and even though it doesn’t always solve it instantly, it does remove the sharp edges! 🙂 Also, I become more aware of my inner self, how the wheels are spinning in my head but at the same time, I don’t…

I was at the train station recently and in desperate need of a coffee. I know bad combination when you’re dealing with an anxiety disorder. But a fresh, delicious cappuccino with cream was hard to resist for Jeroen haha. Everything went well while ordering my coffee until I had to indicate the size I wanted, anxiety attack… Eventually, I managed to get my coffee, but it was quite a challenging moment.

And now 2018: Well already two weeks flew by. Time flies! Literally, the night before yesterday my clock decided it was time to fell off the wall… I hope 2018 will be a better year than 2017. I thought for a brief moment about my new year’s resolutions but to be frank, I don’t really believe in them.

I like to buy a house, making more progress in therapy and finish our game. But are those really new year’s resolutions? My world is moving so fast that I rather grab opportunities and face challenges when they arise on my path than following a straight line. I’m pretty convinced my year will be a rollercoaster, including corkscrews, loopings and more. I can already hear the voice in my head “Ready or not… It’s gonna be one hell of a ride!!

I wish you all the best for 2018, in good health!!

Thank you for reading and if you find this blog post interesting, please like and share on social media!! Also, don’t hesitate to leave a comment or contact me directly. 

Jeroen van Werkhoven

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3 Replies to “A New Year!”

  1. Jeroen My friend this was a joy to read. Even in the bad moments; it’s a blessing to know you haven’t lost your smile 😊. You’re a smart, talented, resilient guy. I know & not hope but know that 2018 will be a better year for you. I’m with you throughout this journey. Stay strong, never stop believing. I have faith in you. May 2018 be your best year

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